Sunday, 27 April 2014

Third Ceremony

Visions in the third ceremony were more immediate.. maybe only 15 min after drinking …and although ceremony felt very superficial I found out later there was much to be learned from what I saw. This was a very joyful and upbeat playfulness to the room.
Initially I felt like I wanted to vomit even from before the session, but all the while I held it in. didn’t puke the entire time. The Guide's girlfriend told me after we commenced that that was a mistake…
I saw such strong fractal imagery  could hardly see or walk… felt I needed to drink more if I wanted to  break through but hesitated since last time I got so frightened. So in the end decided to just stick to one cup..
Begged the eyes for assistance. Even apologized and humbled myself to them and this humored me.


Saw demonic/animal/beast-like faces like center pic above.. from the get go but tried not to involve myself in it shoo-ed them away. Hope I didnt scare away a spirit trying to help. The guide told me after, some of these spirits look mean but they can help you. He also told me a story of a big rabbi he healed with aya who said he saw these beings and to him they were demons. The guide said they are not good or bad but there summoned by him to utilize for healing. Maybe next time I will accept.

Saw ball of matter with roots stemming from it..neon looking electric roots bursting..emanating from it…like this pic of a virus but tenticles looked more alive, electric and root- ish http://www.houstontx.gov/pulse/archives/sum08/graphics/light-virus-1.jpg

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Laughed a lot and cried this time as well.
Jenny, Stephen's friend was amazing and supportive sat next to me in the corner
The ceiling looked like cave salicylates fuzzy diamante fractals
looked just like this, in a documentary I saw months later!:


the documentary explains that the fractals are the vibration of the physical essence of this reality and its a macro of a micro of everything!

Wood looking carvings similar to the poncho on shamen, he says they are the gates to the afterworld. They looked like the inner-workings of a doorway from frame to hinge or perhaps some complicated 3d puzzle taken apart and put back together
So many eyes, some with long lashes-these looked like they were drawn..then others, beastly, some neon green some blue
Dragon swirling towards me I told if you are good come in. (right before the ceremony the guide said the spirit may come to you in dragon form and dance for you before entering and not to be afraid-maybe that was it?)
Saw as well a mechanical hand almost like one of those grabby hand things in those arcade games where you try to grab the toy. This mechanism may have been working on me. Also looked like some kind of germ or virus and im trying to remember which one.
*Update: months later..I was reading an article on Facebook and see a picture exactly of this vision! This is really what I saw but Im such a crappy drawer, I tried to make it look 3d;)
sketch of what I saw in ceremony drew it right when i came home
this virus actually eats bacteria!

months later see this on an article...truly depicting what I saw (im a horrible artist! ;)


At the end when it was done saw a mask..3d in front of me..and behind it was a reel..saw different eyes strung on this reel passing behind the mask all I could see was a pair of eyes then click, the next slide showed another set of eyes..etc..it was like a line of entities hiding behind the mask not showing their face but just their eyes. Some were vibrant glowing green emerald. It seemed some kind of like show..maybe circus or old fashioned theater.

Saw an Emerald green snake in an enchanted forest .backround was more Dark muted colors. Beyond this scene like a diorama in a kids shoe box for school I saw another realm of space black and grey endless space. I swam to it but the visions changed. Was the snake the guardian to the other realm? (found out from shaman's apprentice at next ceremony the AYA spirit is a green snake! More about snake visions: http://www.spiritanimal.info/snake-spirit-animal/)

Vision of a boutique store huge chandelier earrings glittery faux jewelry so big they looked like they were for giants but I was still so interested, and another boutique looking room behind it with perfumes lined up on shelves so dainty and Victorian style. Each bottle a different shape and personality. Each one had character, (Months later found this blog post about perfume symbolism and the soul world here: http://thekosherayahuascablog.blogspot.co.il/2014/09/deciphering-aya-imagery-perfume-bottles.html)
At some point visuals were very detailed but blurred for me and I couldn’t make out the picture. It was images in grid formation,,pictures and shapes I could not ascertain.

 saw an alter and it was a mechanism as well but I cannot remember any details.
Other times stuff was so cool but not only can I not remember it properly, I don’t even have words to describe it. During the session I would try to define it and felt bad I controlled the outcome-meaning I felt I was controlling and feeding what I saw and manifested.

Saw side view of land on earth-flat areas and mountainous region –looking at the top layer of  land through a side view like someone cut the earth in half and showed me what it looked like from the side…like an open sandwhich. or a piece of paper stacked on others.
 I saw our dimension sandwhiched in between like on the side of a piece of paper, showing me there are layers of reality.

even after the shamen closed the session i still had ongoing visions, of a neon green caterpillar bouncing around my view. It kept dropping and rolling into my view screen- boink boink- out of sight.
(more about caterpillars message here: http://www.finding-the-peace.com/2012/07/messages-from-caterpillar.html?m=1)
I really thought alot of what I saw this session was just "fluff". But researching the visuals later had me believe this to be contrary; most of these identifiable objects and animals have strong lessons to teach! And I was lucky to see them!
saw an Eagle

no clue why but my Right lower tooth ached - it was the first or second molar.
Hummingbird fluttered tail- Fluttered it to sound of music guide made . interesting functional with some mechanic back tail. More about the humminbird:
http://www.shamanicjourney.com/article/6165/hummingbird-power-animal-messenger-of-joy


Thin Lines like sticks of bendable electricity were constant in my visions…like a bent knee and one leg straight; these beams of light pulsated ever so slightly against a simple color back drop. Im starting to think maybe this was some kind of bacteria or virus need to find out what it reminded me of. Wondered if it was a mutating X to Y chromosome. Now I stumbled on a picture accompanying an article and it seems more like what i saw..Is that DNA? chromosomes?

The guide told me after in this situation the spirits are working on me without me knowing..he claimed the pretty visuals were there to distract me while they did their work. Hope he is right!